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I am 15 and a so called “EMO” at my school i listen to heavy/alternative music and i enjoy it. I am bullied constantly by the people at my school who class themselves as “popular” I have been thinking about dropping out throughout this entire year, its been frustrating me and making me really depressed.

every day before school I feel like shit, the only thing going through my head is “How can i get a day off.” and “oh boy whats going to happen today.” my mother is really worried about my mental health, and what these “names/words” are doing to me, In classes i can not concentrate as well enough because all I want to do is get home.

Before you ask I go to a private English school in South Australia and though the teachers think they can help, they can not. I have spoken with a Councillor and she gave me good advice, but so far none of it is working, and still the days pass where I get more upset and depressive, not only does it make my mother upset but my friends they try to help but most of the time they try to ignore me and think I am invisible.

I have been looking at going to TAFE or taking an online course for schooling so i can try and start fresh, but that still takes days to pass for me to “get in” or for the enrollment to be accepted. I do not attend much school because home life is good and away from people to make stupid witty comments to me. last term at school I think i had more than a month off, But please if you can suggest anything for me to do Just do, and don’t say “aw, drop out if you wont be a fry cook all your life” aha no, I am far to intelligent to stand behind what Americans call a “grill” all day

My Life dream is to become a cook for say a cafe serving entries, mains and deserts
I Would also like to be a Video Editor “something along the lines of cinematography”

Thanks